The Mission; The Quest

The Keynote Address

Dr. Kathleen C. Quinn

 

 

The substance of this presentation was much the same as I had written and prepared; the difference was I was in a post-Katrina state. There seemed to be the opportunity in my post-hurricane experiences to teach others how we are each on a mission, in the correct place at the correct time to positively impact the environment within which we function, thereby healing others and having the possibility of self-healing. I repeat for clarity--we have the opportunity to make change in our world and that change is born through our own courageous action. Sometimes, it is born through our rage and anger!

 

I had been on the Mississippi Gulf Coast in the town of Pass Christian since mere days after Katrina struck. The conditions on the ground were nearly impossible. Had it not been for the National Guard stationed with us, we would have had no food and water, barely shelter. The temperature was in the high nineties, dropping only after dark. My town’s population had gone from 7000 people to 500 overnight with bodies being pulled out hourly (as I write this article, I received a report that another body has been found in the rubble…we are 100 days…3 months out from the event…I assure you there are no longer reports of this in any media.) At this time, the efforts were simply to care for the injured and take what preventive measures were possible, using supplies I carried in my medical bag. We were blessed by Escambia County, FL. EMT’s who collected and brought to us $70,000 dollars worth of medicines and supplies to be distributed through a makeshift first aid clinic we created in my office. Eight days out from the storm strike, in the process of setting up a maternity shelter for pregnant women with no place to go, I heard that the Red Cross had placed a feeding station two miles from our town and were pulling it out because no one came. Of course, citizens had to walk two miles for a meal because the roads were not passable; there were no vehicles and no fuel. At that point, I experienced rage….pure…blazing rage. And I called the White House, demanding to speak with anyone on the White House Staff. The White House Operator wanted to give me the number for the Red Cross, then FEMA….I demanded to speak to White House Staff and she finally said, “I cannot connect you with anyone in the White House.”

 

“Why NOT, “I demanded.

 

Because there is no one there, they are all on Labor Day Vacation,” she answered.

 

She connected me with FEMA’s News Ops Room and I spoke with a young woman, who wasn’t sure what Katrina was and said so. Nor did she have any idea that Pass Christian was part of ground zero in the storm. She took my name and number (to this day FEMA has never called BUT we did get a feeding station 6 weeks later!) To manage my anger and to accomplish something for the people of my town, I went to national television, newspapers, radio and began giving interviews and begging for help for my people. AND HELP DID COME…

 

I used this story to illustrate the whole point of the keynote address:

 

1.) WE ARE ALL ON A MISSION, A QUEST.

2.) WHAT IS INTERNAL TO OURSELVES BECOMES EXTERNALIZED IN ALL THAT WE DO; EVERYTHING IS A SELF-PORTRAIT.

3.) STRESS AND COPING MECHANISMS ARE LEARNED AND CAN BE UN-LEARNED AND RELEARNED.

4.) THE POWER TO MAKE CHANGE IS WITHIN EACH OF US.

5.) THE FIRST CHANGE IN CHANGING OUR WORLD IS TO CHANGE OURSELVES.

6.) THE FIRST CHANGE IN OURSELVES MUST BE TO CHANGE OUR MINDS.

7.) EVERYTHING FLOWS FROM THESE CONCEPTS.

 

Customarily, reviewing the coping mechanisms of an individual does not take into account gender and socialization as children. There is a significant body of research which demonstrates that males tend to learn to be aggressive and explosive; females tend to be socialized to be withdrawn, depressive, and likely to implode as a response to stressors in their environments.  As children the two processes produce children who are male and more aggressive and violent either using weapons or physical actions, teams, sports, and clubs ( no girls allowed and testosterone toxicity) or female ( manipulative, mean, passive aggressive, using labeling and relational blackmail or becoming isolated and depressive). Surely, there are levels and variations within these learned behaviors and we even have some children who are enculturated to positive handling of physical and social stressors. Another factor which supports the dysfunctional adaptations or coping mechanisms is the presence of abuse, physical, verbal, psychological, emotional and sexual which is so prevalent in our culture and perpetrated against children to a huge degree. The statistics are so high it is safe to say nearly every other child in this country is subjected to abuse of one form or another.  A very broad view of this leaves us with about half of us learning negative coping skills, half using positive or mixed coping skills.

 

What is significant is the extent to which these early consequences of socialization actually influence individual ADULT responses to stressors; as well as influencing how we act within our adult roles in families, workplace and community environments. Put another way, patterns which we do not see, recur repeatedly, until they are brought into our awareness and are dealt with. Many times we are acting as we did as children, bringing dysfunctional patterns of behavior into the workplace, our personal lives and our parenting.

 

While it is important to recognize these statements for the broad generalizations they are, it is equally important to see their value as metaphor.

 

The presentation included an overview of our understanding of stressors and the development of our view of illness as a response to stress via the views and research of Hans Seyle in the 1950’s to the landmark work of Milton Erickson in hypnosis and symptom removal, finally to the chemistry we all learned in anatomy and physiology  in the balancing act between the sympathetic, parasympathetic inter-functioning, alongside our contemporary view or elevated cortisol levels and the negative impact on the immune system as the body attempts to  adapt to and cope with stressors. We also reviewed the body’s effort to respond to aversive stimuli (the rubbing of a subject’s hand, Elaine was the guinea pig!), we explored what would happen to the hand over time in the presence of the stimuli, i.e. sore, callous, cancer at the site, etc.

 

As part of the demonstration we reviewed the process of the inflammatory cascade as an adaptation to stimili that are initiated either externally or internally, we used examples of both and their impact on the process of “Fight or Flight.”

 

More importantly, we reviewed how people felt watching the demonstration, what emotions they responded with as they watched; what things they would attempt to make the demonstration stop, how irritated they felt. All of the things they suggested were just ignored or refused able to stop the demonstration which increased levels of frustration and irritation. It was demonstrated rather clearly, that doing what one usually does as a response to irritation usually had no effectiveness; what is required is another way of perceiving and viewing the process. In other words, “always doing what you’ve always done and expecting a different outcome is a definition of insanity.” We have to change what we are doing, both internally and externally if we expect to have anything other than what always happens as an outcome of our choices.

 

Let’s consider the traditional view of stimulus-response that we all studied as part of our healthcare education. In its most simplistic form, there is a stimulus and then the organism responds to the stimuli; which may or may not cause change in the stimuli. Originally, the view was linear, and unilateral; subsequent thinking takes into account the possibility of the response affecting the stimuli. We all are aware of the research premise that the observer cannot be removed from the observational setting, or that the observed is influenced by the observer. 

 

How this functions is easy to see if instead of:

S->R, or S->R<-S we begin to see:

 

 S->C->R.

 

This formulation allows for cognition, or thought processes prior to the response. It is at the level of thought- mediated activity that most of us lose the ability to understand or act. The confusion/dysfunction for most people is the “C,” we act like it isn’t there. So you, as a practitioner, will hear  such things as, “he made me so mad,” or ” it makes me sick;” as if there is no option other than to act as if S->R is what is happening. If this were the case then we would all be Pavlovian Dogs!

 

In the healthcare environment in which we all practice the prevailing approach is very much like S->R which seems to eliminate most of what can be identified as “C” activity. This is the point at which non-medical/surgical interventions are supposed to happen. Contrary to the accepted mindset, “C” is where we do all the creative things. When  people decide to do medical or surgical interventions as the response we find their choices/decisions/cognition are  largely conditioned and taught or reinforced by our American culture which seeks a quick fix in ‘pop a pill’ or  “have a surgery.” Another way of being, thinking requires a change.

 

The reality in which we live is actually simpler and more complex.

 

In situations of real threat, “fight or flight” takes over; fundamentally, S->R occurs.

 

However, in the historical context of a life, where there may have been a real threat ( for example, in sexual abuse), when the conditions for that threat no longer exist, certain actions may become perceived threats by association. In these instances the actions trigger S->R as if they were real threats. This is called, a generalized response, meaning the response is generalized to other non-threatening stimuli, and the response is to act as if there is real threat. Physiologically, people act as if the “C” isn’t there; as if they don’t have a choice and don’t have to cognate about the stimuli. In cases of real physical threat one wants to be able to react/respond, not cogitate on all the aspects of the event.

 

The cogitating appropriately comes after the event and response and looks like S->R->C.

In the absence of “C” the individual is subjected to escalating levels of adrenal activity body releases adrenalin; sympathetic and parasympathetic responses are activated into a feed back loop where escalating levels of cortisol are released resulting in hyperarousal, hyperstress; continues states which result in  hyperstimulation, looping back into more arousal and more adrenalin….then finally resulting in  adrenal exhaustion, insufficiency, deficiency.  In  order for fight or flight to actually occur, there is a necessary release of sugar enabling the body to fight/flee; with hepatic release of sugar and pancreatic insulin cycling up in a “hyper” state the logical development is hyperinsulinemia, expressed as insulin resistance, stored fat, increased cholesterol levels, elevated blood pressure.

 

With appropriate processing/treatment, and education individuals are able to discriminate between real and perceived threats by learning cognition, or re-cognition which requires thinking. In the beginning the process is slow because it is necessary to exercise thought in the process and change one’s responses.

In many cases, we have to back up and pull self back from an initial response and make “C” happen. Between a stimulus and our response there may be a million choices i.e. breathing, meditation, exercising, food choices, etc. What we choose to bring into being is an activity of changing our internal state in order to bring about change in our work, our community, our world.

 

 

Another aspect of the teaching illustrated the activity of the mind on the body; using the visualization of biting into a large yellow juicy lemon causes physical changes in the mouth! This how mind influences body all the time and we are usually not aware of the process. The field of study in which this work occurs is called psychoneuroimmunology; and is my area of expertise. How we apply these newly emerging principles to healthcare, prevention, and wellness, is crucial to us in learning self care techniques and then teaching our patients to care for themselves. Once we begin to see [“C”] it becomes apparent that changes in the mind can even chemically change the body. What is thought is also body chemistry. The delicate dance is one of recognizing that each thought can and does change body chemistry. If we live in fear all that our body knows is fear. But change what the mind perceives and change the fear and we change the body, wellness, our world.

 

Learning to implement Self-care is fundamental to our own well-being and our ability to teach it to others. “Self-care techniques are a mandatory component for all people practicing holism. Recognizing the need for education and the importance of fostering self-responsibility is essential. Self care is still the predominant mode of health care.” (Chernin,  p104, as cited in Kunz, 1985).]

 

There is in the broader picture a need to understand the implications as it relates to our work as nurses, issues of power in the workplace, how we live in general, and what we do with our stress. As a group we practiced a Qigong exercise for energy movement in the body, actually experiencing changes in breathing and stress.

 

Finally, I indicated we have choices. Learning to do something different will not happen as the result of a single keynote address, it is rather part of a continuing education process which should be made available in hospitals and nursing/medical programs across the country. The only way this will happen is for each of us to learn constructive uses for our anger, self care techniques and then ask for help.

 

 

“The probability that we may fail in struggle ought not to deter us from the support of a cause we believe to be just.”__Abraham Lincoln